I don't understand why some people brain and heart are so narrow?I put my blog whatever things they also want to question me about my stuffs,i'm referring to other people but they thought i'm talking about them or people who related to them...WTF man!!!! I can be referring to other people in this world man..and in this world not you are the only person that is FAT and MARRIED man...I also have a lot of friends that is FAT but MARRIED too..!Why must u feel guilty and uncomfortable about it?I don't know what's make your mind think it this way...this is my blog so whatever i want to put,is my freedom...this is where i can throw out all my stuffs so don't ever think that i'm referring to u whenever i put anythings related to FAT and MARRIED people...

Nobody can separate us apart..

Now i realized my darling nowadays treat me very good..he gonna change a new mp4 for me...i'm so happy man...that time i misunderstood him for having a affair with another girl work as promoter at his workplace...he scared i fed up that's why he never told me he took picture all that with the girl...and now i realized the girl have a malay boyfriend...haha...now i know that my darling will not betray me unless i have done anything unfair to him...i have a PREFECT FAMILY...together we work hard for our GOALS to make a better life for our FUTURE...I LOVE U my darling and my precious baby girl

haix from yesterday until today quarrel with a irritating person..she is the one who also in the wrong but she talk like roti-prata and dare not admit for what she has done and say..she wanna korak my pasts and say yet she accused me for korak the pasts first..what kind of IQ she have man..!She want to make me quarrel with my entire family so anyhow make stories but lucky darling spotted her words and speeches...somemore her bf is darling cousin then end up she say i involved him in but i did not and when i confronted her words then she come and change story again..i just can't stand this type of person..in the pasts she create stories to me but lucky i never quarrel with my mother-in-law..or else things will get worst!!Why can't she feel ashamed for what she has done...even darling brother also lazy to entertain her because we know her character..she think that she is perfect that don't even have a single attitude problem...she want to act...nobody will believe lorx...!She wanna ankat her bf family so that he will get more easier to married her..haha..think twice man...i feel that darling cousin apologized to me just now not worth for her lehx..cause of a outsider then quarrel with family...somemore he say he will make sure his gf won't make anymore stories and rumors...how i wish i got a chance to ask him that is she worth for what u have done...no justice...

Lamb pita(Coffee Club)
(Photograph by: Ahmad)

Yesterday went out the whole day..it's was a tiring day man...at first thought want to go museum but end up Sabrina and another girl still sleeping at home so cancel the plan and go jalan-jalan.We went to KPO to eat and drink...wow..what a nice place for chilling...next time gonna go there again because the food there was damn nice...lucky darling work place is the same company or else not enough age to go in at all..haha so this is to tell those youngsters that now not the time to club leh...now is go high class place and chill up lorx..no money can't go there at all because everythings too expensive.After that we went Takashimaya to let my baby girl chased bird..she had alot of fun at there...then we went to coffee club and eat again...what a Food Tasting day man...haha...the food not nice and yet expensive too...wasted man....!!!!Had lots of fun but too tired also no mood to shopping,only bought for my darling clothes...next trip i'm going shop for my Burberry belt man...can't wait for it...

today is a moody day man...my DA YI MA datang man...shits...i thought i maybe pregnant again..so sad...maybe GOD think it's not the right time for a new member to arrive yet..feel quite disappointed but hope this day will come soon..!2 or 3 days ago bought a new hi-fi set,wow very nice and the bass was so power..lucky the price is very reasonable!!Don't know why we keep on shopping for our house..not say will stay permanent at here...next month wanna go Ikea again..don't know what darling wanna buy again..some more tomorrow want go buy paint again...just paint last month only yet he say not nice again...haix..stress with him..

I'm going to buy my Burberry belt,i feel damn happy!See one of the week i will go Paragon to get it!Burberry.......i'm coming...to get you...but i still thinking wanna buy Burberry or Fendi belt because i like both...maybe i will get both so that won't be so stress!!yesterday my darling told me 3 more months later,he will buy for me my LV monogram bag...OMG i just can't wait for the day to come man.. :D

Finally now everythings is clear up...i'm in a peaceful minded...i hope this is the last time for this incident or else i don't think i will give you anymore chance to talk things out with me again..! I don't wish our family will be like those broken family...i hope you will treasure your chance this time...hope you learn your mistakes...!

My mind and my heart was so confused now...i tried to believe your words but my heart can't accept this type of craps that you said!!!!U have broke my heart into pieces and i don't think it can be mend back like the pasts,i did not do this to you but why must you do it when you know that i don't like all this things!!!why in the pasts you never do all this things at all yet now you become this way???then why in the first place want get married?I may not know the whole things but my 6th sense won't be wrong..!How i wish that all this things never happened before...

My Life & Hopes Vanished out from my Life..

The biggest things have happen in my life..my hopes & my love have just vanished from my life..I was too confident that you will never do this type of things to break my heart but i saw it with my own eyes..although it's just a photo but it can prove alot of things..!Wat will u think if u were in my position?I gave you my love,my youth & my everythings just to be with you but you have disappoint me..!What did i own you in my previous life that i have to tolerate all this shits...!!!
The biggest mistake in my life is to trust you too much and gave you too much freedom...But the only things i can do is to leave you...so that i can forget everythings about you...

Finally finish the first few days of Chinese New Year,wow...very shiok when gambling because i win money...my luck was so good,this year New Year not fun at all...don't feel like any special at all,onli collected angbao for my daughter only.yesterday 2nd day of Chinese New Year,my lovely sister came my house bai nian...after that we went boat quay and drink awhile..quite fun..hahax..but my ugly photo was being post at Facebook...OMG...i'm gotta find a hole and hide inside!!! I can't wait for this Sunday because we(my darling & daughter) are going to Museum with my lovely sister...gotta have alot of fun because its my first time been to there...haha

Finally finish bought all the ingredients for my new year feasts...went to market want to buy Sharkfin melon to cook soup for my guests but all sold out...end up i have to change my menu last minute...so fed up..!tomorrow have to wake up early cause have to go back my parents house for reunion dinner..actually i dont like to celebrate new year because my pocket got a big hole after the end of the day..not because stingy,it just feel that no point spending so much of money...somemore i celebrate 2 new year ...worst man...

MY 22ND BIRTHDAE!!!!

2dae is my 22nd birthdae...omg im so happi bt im sad too cuz im 1 yr older again...juz nw went to eat mini steamboat at jp...wow taste damn great...its been long tym nv eat mini steamboat loh..!juz nw go jalan2..my darling bought for mi a Floral black & white Bodycon dress & a Red tops..omg i luv it alot...lucki slim man or else wear e dress sure nt nice...sum fat ppl dey stil dare to wear e dress..omg reali look lyk wrap dumpling man...so round & e fats is lyk tyre...hahaha...2 more daes to CNY...haix..so borin man...wana stay at hm bt cant...sad...lolx

Damn it...2dae at hm chat over e phone wif my god mummy...& cuz her bf tat stupid idiot cant tk joke & tink my sentence of words in e other way..den quarrel wif my mummy...wahx damn shit man...al e while i dun lyk him at al...nv leave a gd impression to mi at al...!tis is between bgf relationship thgs yet his fren kol & KPO...summore e fren oso i noe de...i oso dun lyk him at al..al racists kia la...tis type of ppl stay at kampong more beta lorx...al wan to act gangster..alamak..stil so childish lorx...duno y e ppl otak mati ar...canot grow up even though their age is 20 plus...nw i getting more & more hate chinese guys...al wan to act big fuck & big shot bt too bad..nw is MAFIA tyms man...u noe hu u r...so bear tis in mind...

Happy Family(Ahmad,Joyce & Reyna)

I feel im a good wife...haha...cuz i did do my job as a hse wife....everydae i clean the whole hse & whateva i shld do so tat my bb ger & my darling cum bk hm wil feel comfortable stayin at hm..although its tough la...bt i also gt no choice bt to do it...haha..at least ppl wun feel & tink im a irresponsible wife..i dun wan to be sum ppl wife tat onli noe hw to eat & slp...haha...bt lucki sumtym darling stay at hm also wil help mi cuz dun wan mi to be so tired...I luv my family man...i wan to prove to my father in law tat i can be a gd daughter in law...i dun wan him to tink im bad due to e pasts incidents...i wan to learn to cook more malay food so tat ppl wil nt sae i duno hw to cook at al

Finalli 3 more daes to CNY liao...alamak...i haf spent alot of money on the food ingredients al tat...juz nw went to jp eat & buy toy for my bb ger a Thomas and friends train...she was so happy...haha but the price also veri nice but is okie la..as long she happy can liao...summore went courts to buy a set of new bed sheet..wow damn cool & nice man...i luv it...!duno y feelin so tired after clearin the house so tat i wun last min b4 CNY do so much stuff...i tink i veri old liao...do abit stuff den lazy & tired...haha...mayb ppl duno tat tis is the way i been losin my weight & maintain my body even though everydae & nite kip on eat non stop...haha...

Once again i wana thanx u guys again for givin mi a
WONDERFUL BIRTHDAE.......
I LUV YA!!

Sistaz 4eva....

Sabrina & Mi

Drinkin Teq pop

Poor Thg mi..get bully by Angelia..haha

Bestfriend 4eva........

see my face can show out my happiest dae

Katherine & mi..OMG..wat happen to ur face?haha

Angelia & mi kissin...OMG...haha

My Loveli Sistazz...

My Loveli Oreo Birthdae Cake

Laz sat,i went to Boat Quay Dols & Guys(Angelia's pub) to celebrate my advance 22nd birthdae wif Sabrina,Katherine,Katherine's Gf,Zul,Zul's Gf & Angelia.Although nt much ppl bt we had a great tym drinkin & eatin..I reali bein touched by Katherine,Sabrina & Katherine's Gf cuz dey reali gif mi a surprised wen juz reached Boat Quay..i saw dey bought for mi a Swensons oreo ice cream cake...!Summore dey treat mi eat a big seafood feast...omg..it taste great man...i luv it alotx...we oso open 1 bottle of vodka n Angelia treat mi 3 glass of teq pop...oh she reali wan mi to get drunk man..haha..after tat i & Sabrina went to St James & club wif her fren...summore continue drink until reali drunk loh...we party until closing...omg is damn difficult to get a cab bt lucki stil manage to get a cab bk hm...bt e whole nite cant manage to slp well due to drink too much n woken up my head lyk kena hit by stone man..damn pain..& stil haf to cook for my darling to eat...he was damn angry mi for bein hm so late & went to St James wif Sabrina fren al tat...bt lucki tat i manage to cool him down & bk to normal..or else he wil turn lyk a Beast man..haha

laz mth bought my new gucci wallet end up kena scold by my mum..for spendin money on tiz type of thgs...at first im angry her bt tink bk she nag at mi is for my own gd cuz im oreadi a mother,i shouldn't spend so much money on branded stuff..summore onli darling wrkin to support mi,bb n e hse..i noe he is stress bt sumtym i juz cant stop myself for buyin al tis branded stuff..bt i wil try nt to ask darling to buy so much branded stuff for mi until i can start to get job so tat i can buy alot of tis stuff every mth..haha..bt tink bk im reali spendin alot of money buyin al tis stuff bt end up inside my cupboard displayin..example lyk e coach sling bag,i juz use 2 tym den nv use it..summore is my father bought for mi wen go shoppin wif my mum,darling n bb....lucki i nv bought e LV sling bag or else i tink i oso leave it aside seldom use...

fuckin shit man...e more i tink e more i angry ar...tat fuckin bitch wan to c skin n insult malay ppl...hu she tink she is...summore laz tym ask her fren to tk num frm ahmad...KAOX...bt ahmad gt no interest in her at al..she tink she veri pretty...alamak i tink my grandmother more pretty den her ar...singapore gt tiz type of ppl veri sway ar...ppl haven c skin yet she wan to c skin n insult ppl...eh u(y_r_)i tink if u read my blog u shld noe hu r u tat sae tis shit k..i deun wan make u malu so u beta shut ur fuckin mouth n stop al ur craps k...n btw u r a super big eyes ger bt u look more lyk a goldfish...haha

oh shit..damn it...cant stand those ppl kip showin off abt their blar..blar...blar...ca u guys can stop bein so irritated ant?(refering to those irritatin ppl)y u guys kip wan to attract attention..u tink u guys stil small ar..pls la..grow up n b more mature leh...sickening person...!haix tok abt those ppl make mi so heart boiled...hmm i wish faster finish new year den i can go travel liao...haha i cant wait man...i sure go for shopping spree head to toe man...i tink im goin to spend alot money bt lucki is my father pay for my expenses..haha....

wat shld i get for my birthdae present man..so stress..wana get my blurberry belt or gucci tote leh?hmm stress man..tmlo stil haf to tk my new satin pants to make tighter..so tat sat go out can wear...haha....tat dae i tot i lost my clothes wen e person mail it out bt ytd finally i get it man..omg i tink im so lucki...or else i wil haf to pay for sumthg tat i nv get at al...haha....

oh e nite is stil young man...duno y tis few daes kip on slp late..wah...cannot tahan tis type of life man...summore kip on hungry siax..so fast next wk new yr oreadi...haha bt b4 tat is my brthdae..oh cool man..i luv it...cuz darling goin to gif mi my present is money..he duno wat to get for mi so he pass mi money so tat i can get wat i wan..cant wait man...hehe...den next wk goin to eat steamboat to celebrate my birthdae...oh i been craving for steamboat so long man...i sure will eat lyk hell...cuz i wun get fat so easily..haha