Wednesday, March 31, 2010

I made a dream yesterday and when i woke up,my mind was freaking confused man...2 weeks ago saw that FUCKER photo with another girl that he like,i wonder why i feel so heart pain when i saw it...i really wish i can totally can't remember him at all..he just like a nightmare to me man...his shadow keep hunting me down,i feel so suffocated!!!I don't know what to do,i wonder is it i have done wrong in the pasts to be with him...its been 4 years i have broke off with him but until now i still get to see him when i wasn't in a good prepare of it...some more i stay near by him,just across the neighborhood man!!!How i wish i can erase him out of my mind...now i have a wonderful family,i don't wish to do anythings that can break out my family at all...if want to compare him with my husband,he still far away from him because my husband will never betray me and having affair at outside...and he dote me a lot,his love for me will never change but for that FUCKER is different...he lied to me thousand of times and made my life miserable at the peak of time,he have made me cried for him but never ever change at all....i hate him...i really hate him a lot...how i wish he can die in front of me...idiot!!!!

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Im so happy that Reyna getting more and more big each day by day...now she can speak English words quite well...she is a very clever and fast learner person...she can catch whatever you do and say by just look and listen once...!!!But some words she don't want to pronounce properly and purposely want us to follow her baby language...so...cute and funny..haha!!
Her frequents words is:

Drink water=she pronounce as POUR2
Thomas=she pronounce as OMASZ and MASZ...(she like to slang her English)
Don't want=OWAN2
Milk=MEN2
WALK WALK=OWALK
PONG PONG=PON2
Shit=SHHIT...(very slang)
Fuck=FCUK..
Fish=PISH...(very slang)
Bird=BER2
Pain=PEARL2
Ball=Ballz
Cat=MIAO..
Hotdog=HOTDOG..(very long tone for dog)

She was our joker at home...she love to sayang us when we angry her for being naughty,she love to dance,she see whatever music video,she will imitate the dance steps!!!Her best idol is Barney,Hi 5,Thomas and friends,Mickey Mouse....everyday she will follow up her show at SCV
channel...haha...but sometimes very bored watching cartoon with her because we can't watch our show,if we change channel,she will start to throw temper...then our nightmare come...T.T

Her Favorite hobbies is play ballz...at home we have all kinds of ballz due to her bad habit buying 1 thing when go 1 time shop...She also love to Swimming...she will stuck inside the pool until few hours,if we stop her then she will throw temper!!!She kinda love to draw too...i think follow the father..hope next time she won't grow up and be a tattoo artist..because now when we see tattoo show,she will start to draw all that.

She a talkative girl man...especially she like people to pay attention on her...haha...even sleep also must hug her sleep or else she will grab your hand and hug her until you give up.!She is a night owl....OMG...we can't sleep until she have fall asleep...she love to squeeze us and take the whole big bed...shit man...can't stand it....and worse part is she love to use VCD player to keep changing her show non stop...going to 2 years old baby know how to use VCD player...power seh...my daughter really break record again...1st time is when she 2 months old,she got 2 teeth break out loh...haha...I'm happy that ALLAH give me such a adorable,cute,beautiful and clever baby...
Today i wanna make clear to everybody that if you think you read my blog not happy,then you can chose not to read because you wanna poke my business then think before you do man...you think you are perfect?then please go and see the mirror and think twice urgh..what i have stated in my blog is the facts and seens you don't like it,you can chose not to read at all....i also never force you man....what i wrote here is about whats going on with my life and if you can't take it what people say then get lost and stuck to your life/whatever shits!!!Before you want to spam or criticism me,i wanna say that i don't do all this spam things to people so don't do all this childish stuff urgh...you ain't perfect so don't act like you are perfect k...!!!Get far away from here...you like to criticism or say about me,maybe you are jealous of what i have all that...always think about yourself then say people....budak2!!!!I really pity you this type of person so pathetic...because you don't have what i have so jealous urgh?Lastly if a person got CAR AND OWN HOUSE is "so called" RICH then you are naive man...I also got my own house now then "called" RICH people?haha....only no car now because even people got their own car but behind us pay and suffer like shits then this is called want to "ACTION",bodoh!!!Lastly if you don't like what i stated then FCUK off from my blog!!!!

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Today went to BABY FAIR at Town...this year don't know why not so pack...maybe because of the 60 Earth hours!!Bought for Reyna some clothing,biscuits and a Thomas and Friends toys...she was very happy when i saw she get the toy because at first she was very moody when i went shopping buying my clothing and cosmetics...Haix...so tiring after a few hours of walking...gonna rest early tonight man...

Friday, March 26, 2010

Just now evening time brought Reyna to playground and play with Monster..i can see Reyna enjoying playing the slide man...but quite dangerous too because all the small kid mostly is indian and they play very rough man...so naughty ar...soon Reyna big abit more she can be independent don't need us to keep stick by her side whenever she goes....!When we wanna bring her to shop buy drinks,she cried like hell man...and the only way that she have stops is to give her seat those movable cars until she shiok then bring her home and rest...!!!She damn stubborn man...head got stone man...haha!!!Never mess up with her because she can give you nightmare!!!!COOL(=

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Just now saw some people picture that "so called" related to darling and all of sudden my mind appear a lots of things that i felt about those hypocrite people.Actually their outer looks they seems like very good,friendly and close to us but in facts they are just acting in front of us..i know from the pasts,they don't like darling family at all,they look down on them in whatever they do especially we have tattoos because for Islamic is HARAM for putting tattoos and all this dislike problem is already starts from the elderly generation then to us now.In facts,i know who is the culprit that cause so much problem and bad-mouth on us!!!I dislike to talk to them whenever i saw them because i have to pretend that i don't know anythings in the pasts and now...I don't like darling to meet them at all but sometime got no choice...and in facts they are SUPER...MONEY FACE person..people just used money to bribe them and they will be ON to him/HER!!!In the pasts,i thought how good are them all that but get to know the stories about them and their hypocrite behavior,i just can't take it man..IF DON'T HAVE THAT "HYPOCRITE PERSON" APPEARED THEN MAYBE ALL THIS SHITS WON'T HAPPENED THIS WAY !!I can say that hypocrite person is very good in acting and good in ankat people especially she/he is good in gossips and kpo people stuff...!!!I will always sticks with darling plan because he will never forgive the person until he die and i will respect his decision and never good to that person!!!He/she has hurt him and his family a lots until he can never forget about it especially once in a awhile will saw that person that we have to pretend and entertain man...shit!!!!Just can't stand it...phew!!!!
Today is my SUPER......tiring day man...i slept in the morning 8am due to online watch 2 movies...wow...so funny and shiok show...haix...darling just now wake up then rushing to work because scare late for work so don't have time to accompany us awhile..hmm..yesterday ate the korean cuisine also not very nice...especially the kimchi soup full of vegetable but no other ingredients...fed up man..so lazy to went down buy food man...whole body no strength ar...sot sehx...

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

F*** just now my mother called another travel agency and check for any hotel at Taiwan and now got no more 4-5 Stars hotel until next months due to there will be having their Festival over there so not much people went there...haix..have to postpone until next months liao...F*** another agency that previous my mother went and ask and they never told her any details about the package per person on staying which hotel and what flight we are taking..luckily now we know is 3 Stars hotel and take don't know what kind of Taiwan airplane...HENG AR...we never buy man...3 Stars hotel where can stay ar and take those small airplane,mights well don't go better...hmm...BO BIAN have to wait next month liao...sianz.....i wanna buy Cathey or Silkair air ticket more better...at least more comfortable or else how to tahan 5 hours in the plane man...)=

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Today was a damn tiring day which i and darling only sleep for a few hours due to Reyna don't know all of sudden never sleep well last night and keep on wake up...after get to sleep awhile until 1 plus wake up again and went to my parent's house,my father drove us to ate seafood...wow...it was all my favorite dishes...we order chilli crab,vegetable,steam seabass,hotplate beef and soup...which cost us $130 plus...damn cheap and nice!!!My father just now went to the travel agency and wanted to buy air ticket but too bad is got air ticket but no more room for 4 or 5 Stars hotel due to now is hot season which alot of people went Taiwan now...hmm...hope next week will have hotel room then the person will call my father to book it or else we have to postpone to next month man...so sad...)=

Monday, March 22, 2010

Today is a super rainy day which is so shiok to sleep..which my girl sleeping timing become like adult timing wake up in the afternoon 4 plus..see her each day grow and grow big,i feel so proud of her because her IQ and EQ was very high due to learning things was so fast even F*** this 4 letter words also know how to say...what she like the most now is to buy storybooks and dancing...OMG..in the future the clubbing places is her favorite place.Today make a funny dream again,i dream i was pregnant again and look exactly same face as Reyna...hope the dream will come true..*smilez*.I guess my trip to Taiwan have to postpone man...heard from father that the air ticket for now is very expensive included 5 stars hotel,hmm...i guess tomorrow i will go back home and ask him again...even if cancel also never mind because i and darling plan to go other place for holiday and shopping....i can't wait for the day to come...darling said that from now on every year will bring me and Reyna for holiday 1 or 2 times...i'm soo...happy...lucky to get a good husband who knows how to pamper me and Reyna...hmm...2 months later,wait for my hair longer abit i'm going to perm my hair to big wavy curl...can't wait man...due to keep straight hair for so long so wanna change a new image...(=

Friday, March 19, 2010

Haha..finally yesterday darling agreed that 2 more weeks bring me pegi Town and beli my Burberry belt...omg i can't wait for the day to come soon...it's been no time to go at all due to stay very far and got so many family events at weekend...hmm...yesterday baru beli a new bag again...omg...my cupboard no longer can stuff anymore barang2...i gonna faster beli another new cupboard for my barang2...clear up so many but end up buy even more...shit man... hmm...before this year hari raya,i still have to do a few more wall cabinet at the kitchen...due to keep beli barang2 for kitchen then end up going no space to put at that big wall cabinet...alamak...susah seh...tak tahun mcm mane siox..stress)=
Yesterday get to know somebody who always claim that people look down on his family and blar blar blar,who now back to the square one...he deserve it for what he and his family done...especially his family like to bad-mouth,talk big(big bomber-man) and look down on other people!Just to show off to other people about him then do all this shits but only for for a short time but not yours at all so what for man?You think you all do this way to show off,people will think you all rich?Come on,if people rich also don't want to say la...because what so good to HAO LIAN leh....!!!Soon whatever you and your family said about us,will come back to all of you because (a Leopard won't change its spots)and always remember that your sibling/daughter/son is still young so whatever you guys do and said about us,will get back to them if never get to you!!!I wonder why you all care about "FACE" so much for f***....if ALLAH give you to be this way,you should appreciate rather than let you totally poor until no house to stay!!!I'm happy that my darling is better off than your son..everythings is better than your son because you got a useless son who know how to play and sleep!!!Even now he got a job also a S.G so what for?Its a lousy job especially when your whole family don't like to lose to people...serve you guys right!!!Soon darling next mth ORD,his position pay will become even higher so don't ever bad-mouth on us because we can be even more success few years down the road...just wait and see!!!!
Finally i get to know that the person(you know who you are) actually can't be trusted at all...one minute talk different but another minute do different..now i get to know what kind of person are you and i don't think we still can be like the pasts so good because you broke my trusts..Now i realize that you are a hypocrite person and do you think i will get trick by you again?When darling told me not to trust you but i did not listen to him because i thought you are not this type of person but now then i realize that what darling said is true!!!You are a disgraceful person man...don't you have any pride at all in front of those people?OMG...if in future you kena whatever shits again then don't put blames on other people because you are digging your own grave and throw yourself inside....i don't wish to hear anythings out from other people about me or my family or else i won't let you off so easily....mark my words!!!

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Yesterday night quarrel with darling over some stuff and all of sudden he told me somethings that make me feel so weird and we keep figure what recently has happened then darling told me that some people SAKIT HATI cannot see people happy and jealous about us so he/she use this type of things do us..he/she want to cause us have nothing at all but i wanna tell that culprit that please get this in mind that you should know what will happen to you in the future that you have do to us..now you have did this to me,i can tell you that you can never smell heaven sense when you have die!You know who you are when you read my blog but let me tell you that if we get to know who you are that do to us then you better prepare your funeral because i can make sure darling won't let your life goes on so easily..no matter you are a guy or girl but to tell you abit that i think i know who you are,both of you this two person are a fucking devil with a black and full of sins heart!!!No wonder both of you can get along so well...i really pity you guys for using such a cheapskate way to do us..but bear this in mind because if you do us this way,you will kena double back in future..i will just wait and see,clap my both hands loudly in front both of you!!!Both of you better get far away from us when you saw us because you don't deserve our kindness at all....CB!!!!IN FUTURE YOUR CHILDREN WILL GET BACK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO US!!!!!

Monday, March 15, 2010

I have a terrible night now,unable to sleep at this timing 5.20am in the early morning..my damn stupid cough and throat is making me unable to sleep peacefully due to very dry and cough non-stop.In my mind to stop coughing is to come out from the room and on my laptop and online so that my cough won't disturb darling and Reyna sleep because later darling going for his ORD final check up.!Finally waiting for this day when he only left 1 month to take back his pink I.C. then he can fully work hard back like the pasts that he strive for the money where we can fulfill our Luxury life in the future...i don't wanna to put when we want to fulfill it because we will never know it and its up to ALLAH who wanna give us on when..ALLAH has been bless and help us alot when we susah times in the pasts but now its already end..and i know ALLAH will never stop helping and blessing us,THANKS ALLAH!Since the pasts 1 year plus,i promise you that when i'm out from the court with no criminal record,i will change to be a good person and a good mother for the seek of my daughter.Even though in times i may get provoked by some irritating fucker but before i do anythings,i will think of Reyna first.Some people who read this may say are craps but in facts this type of person are the one who never grow up and still childish minded..that's all i can say about them but before they want to post any stupid craps,please look at yourself in the mirror that,are you fit to say anything about me? Only in this world,my own parents and darling got the right to say me because nobody knows me well than anybody out there.....
Today i feel so uncomfortable due to having dry cough that i keep on feel dry at my throat.Don't know why all of sudden i feel and realize some people around me is hypocrite,i don't know who can i trust except my own family and darling..I'm a person that trust people easily and at times easily being fool by people,i don't understand why people wanna make used of me that's why darling always remind me not to trust anybody around me except my family.Some how i feel i'm a fool that can easily trust people when they pretended to be good towards me.Since Reyna born out,i get to realize alot of things and reality in my life,i tried my best to change all my bad attitude and habits and make up for the mistakes that i made in the pasts because from now on,whatever i do,i must think for my lovely Reyna,but after spoke to darling about all the stuff,that makes me never trust people so easily in the future.Now i know who is the one who truthfully towards me and who are the one are hypocrite,You know who you are so you better get far away from me and don't disturb my life because one day you will get back what you do to me..until the day you die!ALLAH will judge you!!!!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Happines give me the strength,
I need
Happiness teaches us what the,
life means
A loving word and gentle kiss
It's like a sunflower; it follows,
the things you enjoy in your,
life

Happiness is the wey to success
Happiness never takes you down
You are my happiness
You cheer me when I am angry

Eliminating passion is not happiness
Happiness is
Having someone by your side to,
love

One thing is happiness to me
is you,my darling!(=
Pessimistic views: :
Marriage is a gamble!
Marriage is a punishment;
Marriage is an evil that
Most can’t but accept.

Optimistic views:
Marriage is a gift of God;
Marriage is a blessing;
Marriage is an enjoyment,
We make the best of it.

Truths:
Marriage is so wonderful;
Marriage is so fulfilling;
Marriage is so wholesome;
Marriage is an endless love,
More priceless than all wealth!

Marriage is a way of life;
Marriage is so natural;
Marriage is the better way,
For two, to reach Heaven.
Baby, can bring me a heaven sent joy.
Baby, , , can cause me to weep, tears of rain.
Baby...can fill me with pride, like no other.
Baby...will bring me tenderness, beyond description.

Is there anything, that can compare, to being with
baby...in a quiet moment.?

My, how the love does flow, as one holds their baby.

Baby, who can have me make a fool of yourself, as
contort my face, to make them laugh.

And have you ever noticed yourself, speaking baby
talk...better than your baby?

Baby, who by their mere glimpse, can bring you
running, crying...laughing at the world.

Baby, a true miracle of innocence, in a chaotic world.

Baby, seems to justify our being...our life.

Baby...Baby...Baby...what would we do without them?

Baby...they undesputable proof, that God is at work.


Today is darling 's birthday...yesterday night we went to my mother-in-law place to slacks and darling do tattoo for Azzim..after that midnight we went to Lau Pak Sat to eat seafood to celebrate darling birthday..haha...hope he love it and enjoyed his birthday this year...just now i cook for darling white tom yam and we still order KFC delivery eat...alot of food..i wonder can finish eat anot..!Yesterday get to chat with Azzim girlfriend and realize that she actually not so bad as what i think..hope now she will maintain this way..so that no hatred in our family...because we want to live in harmony...yeah...keep it up(=

Friday, March 12, 2010

Today is a damn tiring day because of that stupid irritating Joey that give me so many problem,i hope after today things will come to the end of it man...i just can't take it of her stupid stuffs! Im so.........happy because tomorrow i'm going to Corporation Road to buy some Fresh and big Oysters and some other seafood to cook at home to celebrate darling 22nd birthday...omg his birthday is this sunday so i wana to get for him another present again because i already bought for him a Armani belt for him so maybe can get for him additional clothes or other things...hmm...hope he will enjoy his birthday celebration at home by eating my seafood platter...tomorrow gonna wake up and enjoy buying my seafood...yeepee...(=

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Just now went to Jurong point eat Korean food again,yesterday i just ate the same kimchi soup too.After that bring Reyna to buy her favorite balloon and she was so happy when i brought her to the balloon shop..she keep on smiling man...i feeling so damn fed up about the abbort company because they change packing again end up the milk increase to 60 per tin...crazy man....it's the most expensive milk in Singapore and i got no choice but to change to Friso milk for her that is 51 per tin...due to her waste milk habit..every things she use now is damn fucking expensive and don't understand why they keep increase the price for what man...Singapore everything has increase but never heard our PAY increase at all...damn it man...but lucky is for my princess so expensive also never mind lah..my darling still can afford for the best things for her...what ever she want,we will give her..

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Today the damn weather freaking hot man,i brought Reyna back to my parent's house and ate steamboat..wow...damn shiok man...i thought my father never sponsor me and my mum to Taiwan but after asked him and he say after school holiday then he will go buy the air ticket and it's damn expensive some more we go Free & Easy also have to pay $900 plus per person included 4 or 5 star hotel..but never mind la,is my father pay and my mun will pay for my shopping spree expenses..haha so happy!Finally Reyna feeling better abit,i guess the medicine is very good,as she has grow older that she get eat another type of medicine.Feel so happy when reach home because darling clean the whole house and do the laundry that i don't need to do,can rest and play com after bathing.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Just now my brother came my house,darling do for him a japanese devil head tattoo at his arm..hmm...not bad looking man,i can see darling got talent in doing japanese tattoo and he really improve his skill alot...after finish doing the tattoo,we went Sakura and eat our dinner because my brother treat us...wow...what a wonderful dinner...we order Seafood Tom yam soup,Tua tao,Stingray,Sambal Kangkong and Lemon chicken.We ate until so clean,never left a single food at all...although only 60 plus but quite worth it to eat because it taste great...that's why i'm the regular customer there...haha
Finally today bring Reyna to polyclinic and see doctor,my poor little girl keep cough until she can't sleep peacefully...the doctor let her inhaled a type of gas so that the flame can pass through her urine out..when inhaling she cried so loud and struggled to push my hand away...my heart really feel like broken pieces when i saw her tears keep flowing down.I know she feeling so uncomfortable but this is the only way to get rid of the flame when eating together with the medicine,some more the medicine is damn taste awfully that she wanted to vomit out...i feel so sad for my little precious princess..mummy promise you that no matter what happen,i will always be there for you and protect you with my life..i will always love you,my dear

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Tomorrow have to bring Reyna to see doctor,don't know why she eat the medicine end up her cough getting worst and worst some more got flame that she is too young don't know how to split out yet..haix i'm so worried about her because all the while her body and health is very strong and healthy even sick also very hyper-active,now this is the 2nd time that having such a cough that make her sleep half way also can cough and wake up...hope tomorrow the doctor will give a better medicine for her..i know she don't like to eat the medicine but i got no choice have to see her endure with the funny taste of the medicine..i felt so sad whenever see her this way...how i wish i can take over her sickness...

Friday, March 5, 2010

Finally i bought my new Gucci mini black wallet with Gucci script,OMG i damn love it alot...i used my own money to bought the new wallet,i feel damn happy because like that darling won't nag at me for keep wasting money on branded stuff...hmm...next is to go down Town to buy my Burberry Belt..haix keep no time to go and buy man..always last minute got somethings on...i must really stick to my plan man...or else sure got somethings on again..haha

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Today i have a wonderful day at science center...what a nice exhibition man...the body world is so incredible...i can't believe they can do it so perfectly by using the real human body...after the body world,we went to other side of the science center...wow...what a wonderful day...after finish,we went to Jurong point eat mini steamboat...after that my brother bring Reyna to Kiddy palace wanted to bought for her toy but she don't want at all...haha...after that we went to SkinFood to buy some skin care products...haha..he also bought for me...thanks alot,bro...i had a wonderful day...

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Just quarrel with my husband because of the FUCKING SPAMMER!!! I did not say about people for my recent blog and yet the spammer want come KPO my life and create problem..darling thought i create problem now...i was damn fed up,why he don't trust me at all??Why must he suspect me?I'm his wife and yet he doing this to me...who am i to him?I was damn fed up when that fucking spammer said he useless....WTF!!! I dare her to come to my face and say...this spammer is such a fucking KPO person wanna come bother people life..CHEEBYE!!!I feel so stress...damn it
I was damn fed up when i log in my blog just now...got a FUCKING SPAMMER anyhow used mine and my friend name to create problem for me and my brother..i was nearly quarrel with my friend cause of this fucker.HEY SPAMMER,DO YOU REALLY GOT NOTHING BETTER OFF TO DO HUH?I KNOW WHO YOU ARE...YOU KNOW MY FAMILY QUITE WELL HUH?HOW YOU KNOW I'M SHORT AND MY HUSBAND IS SKINNY?YOU GOT YOUR OWN SMELLY NAME BUT DARE NOT PUT OUT HUH?DO U EVERYDAY NEVER BRUSH YOUR TEETH WHEN YOU WAKE UP...LET ME TELL YOU THAT YOU GOT A SMELLY MOUTH..AND A TURTLE THAT HIDE BEHIND PEOPLE AND DO SUCH A CHILDISH SHITS..ARE YOU TRYING TO SEEK FOR ATTENTION FROM MY FRIENDS HUH?(YOU WANT YOU SAY ME BUT WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU TO SAY MY HUSBAND USELESS?)how you know my husband useless?you know him well?Or maybe is your husband or boyfriend is the useless person...?If my husband useless then i don't need to stay at home shake leg while he at outside working just to support us..bodoh!When you say people who go NS is no use person then are you trying to refer to your father too?Oh ya,maybe your father is a OLD USELESS BALD OLD MAN!!Hey,spammer before you say anything,please think carefully what you gonna say because you are indirectly shoot your ownself...your texts has already let me catch who the fuck are you...if you dare then come directly to my face and say it..i will make sure your smelly mouth is full of chilli padi...don't be so LOW CLASS and make me and my friend quarrel la...you this born to be a turtle 2 head snake i think you really too free until nothing better to do so...go home suck your mother milk longer abit so that can grow more mature...although your age grow older year by year but your FUCKING MINDSET is too HORRIBLE!!!!!DAMN YOU!!!
today went to AMK Hub with my father and get a new Iphone but so sad that he took it and use first...haix...so sad that i have to wait until he sick of that phone then i can take it from him...hmm...this month i can use my line to upgrade a new phone but i keep thinking what phone should i take..another Iphone or N97 for darling?If i take Iphone,he don't want to use at all..maybe consider N97...because darling wanted to get this phone...hmm...treat it as a ORD present for him also better man..!Hope he understand that whatever i do is for him...hehe

Monday, March 1, 2010

I feeling so stress now due to darling been so long never went to camp for around 1 month but never even take MC at all,just now his camp mate texts him that 1 of the warrant looking for him so tomorrow he have to show his face at camp..when i asking him about whats going to happen and he don't seen to give a damn at all...don't even feel scare and worry to the matter...i don't know what's his mind is thinking but i really pray hard and hope nothing will happen to him tomorrow..if anythings happen then what am i and reyna going to do...?haix...just don't understand why people who are married have to serve NS...but some of the people look fit and nothings wrong,end up don't need to serve NS at all...not fair man...shit them ar...pay also not much but work like hell for them...and those officer at camp relac and shake leg at office or go out anytime...what kind of world is this...lucky darling going to ORD next month...don't need to wake up so early for them and work like hell...
Just woke up not long...i have a damn freaking sleepless night man...yesterday night ate half a packet of meehoon goreng then end up have a freaking tummy ache that cause me unable to sleep...roll here and there until i'm super tired then fall asleep...!Hmm...woke up already but i have a typical headache and body ache that cause me so uncomfortable man...no mood to eat...just wanna stuck at one place not to move anywhere...haha...yesterday never get to go Angelia's birthday,i feel so bad...so i plan 2 weeks later meet her out and make it up for her...hehe