Friday, February 25, 2011

(Make a wrong turn,once or twice
Dug my way out,blood and fire
Bad decision,that's alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood
Miss 'No way,'it's all good,it didn't slow me down
Mistaken,always second guessing,understimated
Look,i'm still around!)
This few sentence is to describe what
i have been through this whole week
and after listen to ths song really makes
me wake up and faces the realitys!!!
Because afterall they don't deserve
all my kindness anymore!!I have
decide to become a hard hearted
person and never treat people and
trusts a person by its look anymore!
I told my another friend of this things
and he also think i never wrong at all,
like AA said people take advantage on
me and try my patience!!I really thanks
to people around who are showing their
cares and support to me!!!
Just F**K their life and enjoy our life!!

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I gonna make tell a funny and ridiculous things
that happened previous day and today.Won't
be saying out all the craps but the main point!
*I have closed my twitter acc and does it means
i treat friend very fuck up?
*Do i have the need to tell anybody like criminal
when i do whatever things?
*I never order the Geo lenses for myself cause
i can get free and does it means they can't
order for themselves?
*One day before the closing date of the pre order
so does it means i last minute inform?Rabak?
*If one day before inform or few hours before
then which is last minute?
*I one day b4 inform them i never order lenses and
asked them they still can order from the link
that i have given them,so does it means i'm in
wrong,mood swing?that they got the right to said
me for nothings?Somemore my text got apologize
to them..wow it's so lame this people!
*How to know a person is mood swing keeping the
hatred for what happened previous day and still
keeping a kind hearted feeling wanted help them
order the lenses?And that msg that send them is
normal but nothing hard feeling on it at all!
*does it means they are more sensitive and are the
one keeping the negative ways in you when they
don't even knows you well at all?
*Can a text show a person expression and ways
of react in it?
*If they treat you as friends,issit they should ask
you the reason clearly before jumping to the
conclusion and said words and hurt you again?
*Will a person which is mature enough to react
in this ways?LOL
*If they still wanted to teasure this friendship
then why drag out whatever medicine thingy
all that and accused you?
*Do you think they are clever enough to judge
a person and know hows they ways of handling
stuffs as mature and peaceful ways?
*Don't they know that actually i'm not furious
or harbor any hatred thingy ways in my heart
when they insult,accused and treat me this ways
by ganging up together and add salt and pepper?
*Don't they know they have let me see their true
color by this 2 incidents?
*Don't they know that even if i don't angry and
watever,but there's always karma this things
that will fall back to them?
*Issit ALLAH want me to see their true color so
all this things will happened?
*If you are drunk does not means you got the
right to insult my family and me when you
are much more not better than us!!
*If really destined to happened all this things
i really thanks ALLAH for showing me and
let me know peoples around me are 2 faces!
*Issit AA said what to me,will come true again?
I shall wait and see for the day ripe because it
always very accurate for what he said..like he
said WHAT GOES AROUND,COMES AROUND!
*It's really no point making ownself angry about
people react like keleng..because they are not your
closest person just like families member.
*I really glad that my temper and patience has
become better and better after this 2 incidents
because it shown me that i have change to a
better personto handle things like this!
*The moral of the incident means,no point angry
for people who treat you like shits because the
more you angry,the more they happy and of course
no point keeping a meaningless friendship anymore
because happened 2 times means got 3 times..just
like my brother told me...GOODFRIEND JUST
NEED ONE IS ENOUGH TO COMPARE TO 10
person right?
*But luckily i'm happy that i have have a few
friends that can be totally trusts and won't behind
me and start gossip and speaks tales.
*I really wanna thanks to AA and my brother
for giving a helping hand for their advise and
the ways of their thinking in this incident because
they think i'm always right in the 1st place and
when i told the the whole incidents and they really
taught me alot of ways to make them shut up
but i told them that,it's ok because i don't want
lil reyna saw those arguement and fighting
situation because it's bad for her so i rather let
it be and let them win because they keep on
defends for their ownselves and own people
so what for talk and talk and around the bush?
Like i said there's always karma....because if
you think you are right,you won't scare whatever
people said about karma or retribution,right?
*Easy said better don't misunderstimaid people
because you will never know what's behind going
on and what's tomorrow will happened to you.
*For me respect people and don't use harshful
words to hurt people and plus your action
because you will never know is you or your
child falls when karma has arrive!!
*Lastly i have really learn another lesson...
i won't even trust people when they treat me
well with their 2 faces...except my families!!
I'm not stupid enough and being bitten
again and again...!!!!Luckily i got AA beside
me because he has never wrong in his words!!
I TRUST HIS JUDGEMENT....i really regret
i never listen to him in the first place and when
it has come true and i keep blaming myself!!

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Gonna talk somethings more about Derma now,
as now more and more womens due to wanna
more and more pretty and stay younger and
they tend to go for botox or plastic surgery.As for
me,i don't encourage people go for botox as if
you start to eat and go for injection on ur face,
then you can never stop because if you tend to pregnant
then once you stop,it will become more even worst
and obvious as e side effect!!!I have heard alot
of my mum friends told me about all this
stuffs that i will never go for botox for my whole
life because every 6 mth you must go back for it.
As i say,my mum is very experience in those
Derma and beauty thingy because she used to
do all kinda of stuffs before except botox.
She used to plastic surgery her nose and see and
spent alot of money on the doctor at Paragon,
lucky i never consult there the doctor because my
mum told me she spent a few K at there but have
never get better and just 2 oral med already
cost $380 excluded the consultation and products.
I always believe in what my mum have teach me
since young because she has never goes wrong.
Like she taught me how to see which compact
is good and bad..as i'm using DIOR is she told
me to,she used to be a branded queen...but
as she grow older,she no longer goes much to
branded bags but to those beauty products,
she will never stop buying because until
now she looking so young and beautiful and smooth
skins at her age 40 plus!!As i told her before about
the IPL thingy and she also told me that it's not
good for skin and even you long term do it also
no effect at all..as she say,who will so stupid
admit their thingy is bad and etc...hahaha!!!
She is so damn right man!!!When today she saw me
taking DRX paper bag and she scolded me but of
cause she got teach me what ways to do when
taking the oral med...so thoughful of her...!!!OK,
gonna end here!!!!Next time i will post up those
Derma thingy about me and other cases again...


As for this 2 are my monthly oral med,1
of it is to kills and in fastest ways to cure
those blemish and pimples.And for another
is to balance my hormones..maybe due to stress
and hormones imbalance that cause my breakout
more and more..and lastly hopefully got use so
i shall wait one month later and compare the
result with my doctor.Of course i wanna go
for their facial which is Ultrasonic cleansing
as it can easily really remove out all the stubborn
blackheads and whiteheads after i used one
of the product that have shown.Regular treatment
you will have a softer skins,clearer and overall
better complexion!!!!
This is the blemish mask which short
form is ABM.This is to control further break out
and blemishes,cleanses pores,remove excess oil,exfoliates
and clear comedones..i put it for 1hr as doc advise
and it's cooling although got the med smell..LOL
This is the blemish gel which you can put
how many times also can...not strong that
will cause your skin peeling at all..
This is Comedone Formula short form CF.
This is to soften your blackheads and
whiteheads.Use this which will reduces the
appearance of comedones.Of course use this
won't fully remove all the stubborn
blackheads and whiteheads unless you went
for facial..
This is Alpha Beta Gel short form AB.
This is an exfoliant with AHA/BHA for
aged and photo-damaged skin.This gel is
really not bad,just put 1 drop and smudge
to one part of your skin is more than enough!



Today i went to DRX at Tongs Building which
located at Orchard beside Paragon,due to
my breakout getting worsts recently and there is
somebody who said about me,so i have
decided to do somethings about it before it
get worst.I went and consult DR Derrick,
quite friendly and easy communicate with
him about my condition.Luckily my breakout
is not as worst as i thought so don't need to do
any lasering for my face at all!!!I have spent
total up is $358++ included GST and for me
is quite reasonable as i normally bought my
facial products also around the same price.
But next month back for follow up consult is
not so expensive anymore,is just half of the price!
As for i think important for women is facial product
because if never do somethings about it,i bet will
get worst and regret for your whole life and of cause
your pocket will come out more money for laser and
etc!!!For my condition i took 2 oral medicine...later
post it up and explain to you guys..hopefully it will
turns up in a good result than the last time i used to
consult a skin doctor before!!!!

Friday, February 11, 2011




Now left half an hour more to 12am and it will end my
birthday already...of course i wish myself a
HAPPY BIRTHDAY and i wish i can stay happy
and young and pretty forever..hahaha!!!













































My 23rd Birthdae Celebration

I'm already 23...time pass so fast man,i
really feel happy yesterday night celebration for
my birthday with all my beloved girls and my
hubby and lil Reyna!!!It's really a fun and
blast night eating steamboat,gamble and
chit chat non-stop man!!!I really feel this year 23rd
birthday although is simple but full of greatness
with all my beloved familys and girls!!
I really thank you so much for all the presents
that they have bought for me but their
presence is already the greatest present
that i have receive already!!!Of course
i wanna thanks to my Hubby for helping
me all the food thingy and preparation for
the whole day yesterday,he really sponser me all
the food thingy for me and my girls and
although the present that he wanna bought
for me is too late abit but i still feel greatful for
what he intend to buuy for me!!Wanna thanks him
again for helping me clean n washed up the
whole house for me in order let me rest..hahaha
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!Lastly wanna thanks
my girls again for taking up their times to celebrate
birthday with me!!!!LOVE YOU GIRLS,MUACK!!

Friday, February 4, 2011








HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my friends,
do you guys have fun on ur reunion dinner &
bai nian?I did have a great time with all my familys
member!!!As usual gamble and gamble non stop,
although i never win money at all but i still enjoy myself
alot!!!!This year was a great year,my dad kena
1st prize and he gonna bring our family out for a big feast
and he promise give me 3k for my LASIK...oh yeah,
i can advance do for my eye surgery soon!!!
Never took much photo on CNY...sian!!!So just
upload a few only...!!!(=

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Finally i'm back to blog again...recently was too busy
so i guess won't be uploading all the pics due to too many already.
Recently busy meeting my beloved girls for gathering at
my house or Sharlene's house..we really have a great time
gossips and making fun of each other and about
our life.Tomorrow is CNY Eve already,been busy buying
CNY clothes for myself and Reyna...hahah!!!
But pocket going to have a hole man..i have to give
2 times angbao every year..LOL!!Few days ago went to
club with Sharlene,Shirley and Calista to pub and Dbl O,
i have a great time with them!!!11 more days to my 23th
birthday and i will be doing steamboat at home
and celebrate with my beloved girls..hahah!!!
Feel getting old already..OMG!!!As for this year my
birthday present,AA going to buy for me a belated
birthday present on the 1st March...a LV bag!!!
I'm so happy...although will be a little bit late but better
than nothing...once buy,i will post it up to my blog!!
After that guess have to do my Lasik at Wheelock
which cost me around $3190 w/GST!!!OMG,i really
bankrupt because use my own saving money to do
instead asking AA for money because he actually don't want
me to do as it have to takes 3 months to fully heal up.
But i insist so he just let me be so use own money..i
also don't want to waste his money as he now saving
money for our 5 years the latests our future house..(=
Hope everything will be smooth and his May agreement,
cause hope he get promoted again and of cause his pay
sure will increase again...hahahaha!!!!
Anyway Happy Lunar New Year my friends!!!