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I won't be blogging for the time being because so lazy to update my blog so wait till I super free then do it!!BYE!!

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Today I'm so bored at home..no plan everything so in the end start to online shopping again..haha!!! I have spend $150 plus on my apparel and bought a pair of wedges!!Yeepee!!!

Now online shopping then next week don't need to go all around and find my stuffs..just need to buy few more apparel and a pair of shoes for matching my new clothings!!

I can only shopping,eat and meet out with my friends to kills my bored!!Hahaha!! Soon next week our anniversary..can't wait to celebrate!!2 more weeks to 2011, feel like very fast then to CNY..so many things have to do and buy!!!YEAH!!!

Just Not My Day

Today really a fed up an irritating day,AA today never went to work and I told him accompany me go Toa Payoh Hub eat then head to Town.

In the end reach Toa Payoh Hub not long then start quarrel and cancelled my whole damn plan not going Town get my bag!!Then we all the way quarrel till home after went jurong point.

I went to bought TIGI Bedhead shampoo and hair treatment then bought whitening masks again.Then reached home quarrel again and settle one shot and for all.

So he told me next week Sunday then go Town and get my bag but hope won't have somethings happen again..I really hate it this way when I'm in a good mood for shopping!!

Happy Day

Yesterday went to do my hair already..OMG..my hair cut a few inch man!!!But at least rebond back all my hair at janzten and I change a new hair stylish which save my damn hair due to previous person cut n spoilt my hair!!

As for today my house have a great gathering!!Cuiyu,Peipei,Lanying,Jasley, Amanda and Sharlene came and we have a great chat with lots of laughters..haha!!!My house was the most noiser house but who cares because we happy can already!!

Tomorrow wanna go survey and buy my bag leh..but no khaki to go with me as they have plans tomorrow..sad!!!Guess I'm going myself and buy if not next week go with AA and buy because I also want buy my facial stuffs!!

Okok gonna end here..so sleepy due to slept for 2 hours only!!Nights!!Next gathering on next week before Sharlene give birth then after her confinement then is go Jasley's house for dinner and gathering!!

Apology

So sorry to Katherine,Sab and those who are turning up for Sab's birthday on Wednesday as I can't be able to turn up to go club and celebrate with you guys.

Due to I have plan with my friends that having gathering at my house on next week Wednesday or Thursday so I can't make it to go club on the day.

Hope you guys will enjoy yourself to the max and I will make it up with you guys another day..

As for Cuiyu,Amanda,Sharlene,Lanying and Jaslyn,see you guys next week at my house for dinner..sorry if got miss out any name because I still don't know who got come..okok..party at my house and gossip like aunties...hahaha!!!

L.O.V.E

Finally 2 more weeks to our 4 years Wedding Anniversary man!! I just feel damn excited and happy that after all this years being together dating till married and all the obstacles and sadness we have been through till now.

It's hard to maintain a marriage when there is no communication and understanding to each other..although at times we will bickers over small trivial stuffs but our love have never faded even though at times I will complain and nag to him.

I can say is hard to maintain a families and of course with my girl but now she going to 3 years old and I can see my hard works pays off..next year there will be lots of stuffs for me to do and hope everything gonna be fine and smooth.

Soon this few years down the road after I have found a job when my girl go school and I'm gonna take some of the burdens to save more money for our future house and of course for my girl future additional music or etc classes..

All the best to me and of course work hard for a better and luxury life for my girl.Who cares people jealous and bad mouth about us but just remember talk big won't last you long..prove your action by your words!!Comparing is no point unless you have all the stuffs which people don't have!!

Fed up

I'm so fed up when my lappy is not with me at my house..fed up that I just used for few days and my father came and took it back and easy say now one month only total up got 1 week I'm holding it only and I'm paying the damn freaking bills!!

I'm so fed up that without my lappy not at home,I can't do my stuffs and of course when I have request at twitter all that..I really can't stand life without lappy everyday..I'm gonna buy a new lappy or a fucking nice desktop like those LED screen desktop with the small CPU soon!!

If I burst off,I'm gonna quarrel with him soon!!just wait and see!!!

妈妈的聚会

Today went to Sharlene's house for gathering with Cuiyu,Amanda,Peipei,Jaslyn and another girl(forgot her name) and sharlene with her parents have prepared a wonderful steamboat for us and our kids too!!

We have a great time chatting non-stop about our life and our kids stuffs..so long never met Peipei and Jaslyn until we forgotten each other when we used to hang out together one group but luckily can refresh back the memories..haha!!

I wanna thanks to Sharlene's mum for giving lil Reyna angbao..谢谢你!!So next week we having another gathering again but this time is at my house and I'm gonna cook some home cooked meal for them..haha!!

Photo will be upload soon when Amanda upload and tag me..

Today went to Teck Whye Sharlene's house with Cuiyu because
Amanda fall sick so she gonna called off the meeting with us..
We have a wonderful time chatting all the way and eating at
her house and play with her daughter and her 2 doggy..so cute!!

Sharlene's stomach getting more and more big...hope she is well
and healthy till her son due date which is next month..then after her
confinement,we can plan to batam for our trip for massage and
eat..woohoo!!!!

After i move to Boon Lay,i found back my old friends which hang out
together when we are 14 years old...we lost contact due to i having curfew
when i run away from home.I 'm really happy i have a few of true friends
which can understand each other and share happy and sorrow!!!I
will never want to lose them...just wanna tell Sharlene,Cuiyu,Amanda,
Lanying and some of them(never state out cause too many) that you
guys are the best friends in this world...hope our friendship will never
faded but grow more stronger as bond...(= Love you guys!!

Next week plan our meeting again....don't know which day yet because
have to see which day all of us free...because i'm going out too..haha!!



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What I Wanna Get

December 2010

1st: LV Bag

2nd: Clarins Toner

3rd: Rebond & Cut My Bangs

4th: Apparels

5th: Indonesian Restaurants(CQ)

6th: Dr Saga Pimple Serum

Okiex..i guess enough for this month,the rest next month then

get it because later credit card bills burn again..haha!!

Next month Jan 2010 wanna get some of my stuffs because Feb CNY

loh..soo...fast man...need to stand by angbao for my

parents too..argh..bankrupt loh...!!

January 2011 Plan

1st: Chanel and Dior Cosmetics

2nd: Fugifilm or Samsung HD Cam

3rd: Whole Family CNY Apparels

4th: Issey Miyaki or Davidoff Perfume

Finally bring back my lappy but only few days...sian!!!!
Argh..having breakout again...i'm so piss off..i just hate
having pimples..guess due to nearing to my menses
date thats why this way!!!

This Friday i guess i have to called off the meet out with
Cuiyu,Amanda and Sharlene because just now my parents
told me friday,they coming to my house..OMG!!! I forget
about it..shit man!!Other wise tomorrow call my parents
to come tomorrow and take the lappy back.

I'm so bored at home...wanna go out often so that time
pass faster than i expected...hahaha!!!!Gonna continue
my stuffs so end here!!

开心的女人

Life is better for us...in the pasts we used to suffer because family problem and of course when AA ns time,we suffer from abit financial problem but now we have overcome it!!We did it!!

Last month swap too much credit card and this month have to pay the bill more..haha...thanks to me and my stuffs!!

1 more week to December and so many events out there for me and of course to my close friend..sharlene giving birth,Amanda going bkk and her hub birthday and our anniversary too!!This month is a great month and hope to 2011 will also be smooth.

Soon after Dec,have to look for school for lil reyna and hunt down for job after June 2011 our trip from bkk!!

Now I make my life more easier and simple,meet sharlene,Amanda,cuiyu and other closefriend to spend my times until next year and include shopping to kills my bored too!!hahaha!!

Recently lil reyna stop drinking milk..although no more spending money on milk but if can,I wish she continue drink but too bad she don't want so keep give her eat non stop by storing food and cook for her..she make us worried but luckily she did to eat if not her health will cause danger.

She really follow AA small time,early age stops milk and now I'm going find other children vitamins for her to protect her immune system..time pass so fast and realize she has grown big..still remember her baby times..so cute but now so naughty!!hahaha!!

Hardworks Pays Off

Finally AA sign the proposal for his promotion..and by this end of months or Dec he will be senior Liao and his pay will increase too!! Of course I happy that he work so hard and his hard work gain a fruitful success!!He promise that he will get a LV bag for me within this few months because I psycho him from Burberry change to LV bag..haha!! Time pass so fast and going 2011..and after that we can start plan our trip for honeymoon..don't know where want to go ..haha!! I thinking want to go BKK..i must buy air ticket earlier or else May and June air ticket sure very expensive due to holiday. Hope we faster get enough CPF then can buy our new house loh!!haha!!

Yesterday went Geylang Seria with AA,Lil Reyna and Mamat..we went and get the prayers book,carpet for praying at Joo Chiat Complex..walk and walk rounding and finally found the book but got one more have to go Arab Street then can get cause no more stocks.

Then we head down to City Plaza and see any clothings or disc can get and in the end just bought a tights for myself as no other bags or clothings that attract my eyes.When we wanna went home and in the end rain damn big and we thought wanna took bus to Outram and take train back but in the end Lil Reyna fell asleep.

It's been so long never took a long journey bus back to Jurong East and i felt headache..haha...damn shit...i will never took long journey bus back home even if lil Reyna fall asleep again at outside..45minutes back home..wah..really will get crazy even though i keep on playing games..hahaha!!!

There's some stuffs never update so next time then i shall posts it..and the bag is secret so never posts it out...hahahahah!!!!

Finally get my stuffs...so happy to the max because darling bought a Fendi coin pouch for me as my anniversary present and he just surprise me by bringing me to the boutique and ask me to chose.At first i went to Burberry shop wanna buy bag for myself and i can say their design for this season are not nice at all...too mature for me loh!!!

After we bought it and we went to Chanel and get my Chanel eyeliner which is smudgeproof and water resistance.Then we went to Havaniasn to buy my slipper..damn it...i chose a pair with 2 tone and cost 40 plus bucks..haha...but AA never nag because is comfortable so we went ION Balaclava and and relax and find AA colleagues..

Left Balaclava and AA ask me wanna buy clothes but i realize i buy too much clothes for last month so i rejected his offer..haha!!! I can't wait for next month our anniversary dining at HOT STONE,Clake quay and AA told me he want to buy for me perfume and apparel but he dare not anyhow buy so he will bring me go and chose as he just have to swap his credit card..hahaha!!!!LOVE HIM AND APPRECIATE HIS EFFORT!!!

I thinking wanna buy a new wallet again..but i use not long for this Gucci wallet and AA nag at me too..so he told me he will bring me do a new pair of Gucci Specs with the latest lens which show on tv advertisement...haha!!!Happy to the max!!!!!But if buy Burberry wallet then it will be good too...hahaha!!

Busy Day

Is a busy day for yesterday and tomorrow..I went to Jurong Point and pay AA credit card bill and went to starhub queue for around 15 minutes for enquiry for IPhone 4 and I decide next month then buy the phone because heard white edition is coming out.But of course not partly this reason because their service at Jurong Point outlet is damn shit,that their staff face keep pull 44 when I talk to them. I surely will complain their service for fuck up!!!Okok,I don't wanna talk about those irritating stuffs.. Tomorrow I'm going to Town and shopping and buy my Chanel eyeliner,lipgloss all that and of course decide go Burberry shop and find my Apparel..haha!!!Shop to crazy!!! I will update the photo once bought it..so stay tune!!!

Wonderful Gathering

Today meet out with Cuiyu,Amanda and Sharlene for our gathering..we lost contact for so long and finally we get back again!!Friendship for so long sine we 14 years old until now we are married and having our kids!! We went Din Tai Fung and ate our dinner..wow I really love their food after so long never eat already!!We really chat and chat our marriage life and our kids stuffs and of course about the pasts..haha!!Wonderful chat with them with big laughters... I have a really great time with them and we plan every month meet out for gathering as we now staying nearby to each other..next month gonna meet at Cuiyu house area because we wanna visit her son.!!Can't wait for that day!!!

Time To Change It

My damn phone is giving me problem lately after lil Reyna drop it several times..but luckily it give me a chance to change my phone more earlier than I expected.

Next week I can buy a new IPhone 4 and sell of my 3Gs for 500 plus..so happy!! If can I wish this week can buy but darling cheque must wait till Monday then can get cash so go clear my handphone bill then go buy it.

This coming Sunday I'm going to Geylang and get buy prayers books and stuffs to learn all over again.Then I shall head down to Takashimaya to get my Chanel liquid eyeliner because mine had already finish.

I wonder is it possible go have my hair cut and rebond back my bangs this coming week but if not then I shall go next week Sunday to do it.My hair is thick and I need trim it soon!!!!

Return AA the money for coming out or my iPhone 4 then I still got left over some cash to buy for lil Reyna riding car and buy a new coin pouch because mine is turning dirty and yellow...hate white color!!Burberry,Gucci or Fendi?I need to think it what brand first..haha

Comfort Night

Today woke up at 5.30pm in the evening and I still not having enough sleep because due to the nightmare I have made and woke me up in the noons..

After that Mamat came my house sleep tonight so we went to Jurong point have our dinner and finally I bought a personal comforter due to suffering coldness in the early dawn then bought a pimple cream at Fancl which costs me over 30+ bucks and it's just a small tube but hope is good for acne.

Tonight I'm gonna have a nice sleep with my new comforter..yeah!!!Gonna sleep early to kick away my bad habit of sleeping late..gd night!!

雨过天晴

Finally solve all the misunderstood with Katherine and now we are back as friend again..hope never happen again!!

This coming Wednesdy they are coming for dinner and I now what to give her her belated birthday present..it will be a surprise!!

But AA told me he won't ever talk to them again...haiz hope times can cool him down!!

Typical Mad Women

This is the first time encounter such a childish and ignorant person which add me and my friend at Facebook and claim she wanna make friends with young mummies and of course we do appreciate but in the end what's her motive is different from what she have said to us.

I never expect that she my friend(BK) ex-hubby gf friend and she will keep stalking her and her blog after that text her at Facebook PM and tell her alot of stories.Ok easier say is she are two head snake and telling tales around between my friend and her tat friend.

Almost everyday she text my friend at Facebook,and she will question me those funny stuffs and of course I'm getting suspicion and boil up after saw her text at Facebook because she got no right in comments in my friend stuffs because we don't even know her well and easy say is just Facebook "friend".After my friend heard and found out mad women motive and what she did behind and she post at her blog and say out all the stuffs and what that mad women said to my friend.

We also suspect her name and the picture is fake too because now I think she remove herself from our friend lists but of course change her profile name an picture too..She really a freaking bitch name Alyssa Dawn Chen..she claim she is a mother but separate with her ex hubby and daughter but I wonder she really have problem in her mind by so KPO and back stab people..I think she indeed need doctor to cure her depression.

Too much stories about her but the exact info is at my friend jeline blog so just click on hers and you can get to know what's going on.If any of my friend got any of this girl account at facebook then please inform me because she need people to scold her childish act.hahaha!!!Thanks!!

Good & Bad

Finally AA really going get promoted and waiting to speak to Chris about the increase of his salary.Finally I can see hard works pays off an his successful future!!

He told me don't bother to find job as now so hard to get too but I will still continue look for a job that are accommodate my time due to lil reyna.

Nowadays keep mood swing and become more naughty until AA also cannot stand her stubborn..like I say like father like daughter because her stubborn follow him and now we really realize it.She want means she want and even I and AA scold her also no use..OMG!!!

Bad stuffs is my family is giving me and Ahmad problem and I'm so pressure by them..it's really like dramatic and once in awhile,all this shits must come again.I so piss with them but I guess I'm going back AMK and talk it out and let them understand all the things.I already prepare to argue with them but is up to them wanna listen to me.

Hope all this few days the nonsense stuffs can solve,I don't wish to drag and drag!!AA also decide to pray on Sunday to throw all the sway because if I'm not happy,he will follow me too and become very hot temper again.

Sarcasm and Angriness

In the end still quarrel with her..I don't know why must she full os sarcasm when text me even AA also feels the same. I thought we will talk it out nicely but still turn out this way..this is the first I cried for a friendship which more than 6 years and first time quarrel and turn out this ugly way. AA comfront me that why should I shed my tears for people who don't even appreciate my good but only remember my bad.I never expect that even I never throw my temper all that but still people think I'm bad!! Sometimes if you are bad,no matter what the good stuffs you did,they still never remember it..bad easily remember but good are invisible.Even money stuffs also drag out and said..money hurts everything..it should not be bring out at all!! I tired...I just feel that if in bad then why don't ask my parents y wanna born me out this way lor..I'm here to this world not to please anybody but just be myself..I have change in all ways but people just can't see it except my families!! I shall just remain silent to stop all this argument because all people have limits and I don't wish drag and drag,in the end things turn out nasty way!The last tears I shed for my friend and it will not happen anymore!!!

...Next Month Target...

1) I want to do my rebonding for my bangs and trim my hair thinner abit..
2) I want to buy liquid eyeliner from Chanel..
3) I want to buy my shoes for pairing with my clothings..
4) I want to buy a new bag..

Faster next mth...i can't wait for it..woohoo!!!!

legging unable load because effect not every good can't seens the design clear unless wear it and shoot..(=

Today went to City Hall meet Katherine and Leshia with AA and lil Reyna...we went to Capitol Building,Magic Wok Restaurant and have my favourite Thai food...wonderful spicy Tom Yam soup!!!*THUMBS UP*

After that went to buy my Clarins Loose Powder and Topshop to get my Leggings and Tops...woohoo!!!!But Katherine and Leshia always thought i love to spend AA money but nobody knows it well better than me because i am who i am,as for me i love to shopping but for those stuffs that i really need then i won't care about the price just to assure the product is good only.AA never complains much at all because he know what is the most important things i need to use unless is useless stuffs then he will nag..hope they will understand it.Then head down to Plaza Singapore to window shopping and buy some stuffs and Carrefour without them.

After all,i can say we are not kinda happy today..i don't wish to bring out the matters but only AA and me knows it well...i only can say if go out with us is boring then next time don't bother to call us to meet out because we only interested in food and shopping instead going to those boring place.I'm not finding arguement but i just don't wish to keep everythings in my heart..thats all!!

Now i'm getting more and more nearer to the end of this Oct month and i'm so freaking stress for my job hunting!!!WHAT AM I GOING TO DO,IF I CAN'T GET THE JOB I WANT?

Sometimes i really hate myself for staying at home for too long and i'm getting more and more lazy to find job but i keep telling myself that i can't be this way for the sake of my future!!!I WANT TO BE SUCCESS AND OWN WHATEVER I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND FOR MY DAUGHTER BEST EDUCATION!!!I trying be get my fighting spirits to build up back and strive for my goal!!

I may not be perfect but i will try to...i plan to learn back all the muslim stuffs and learn to pray in Quran...but i guess i will have to take a long time to get to the best!!!I hope i can make it...since the day convert,i knew my previous sins is gone but this 4 years i still have sins for not being a completely muslim so i hope i'm not too late to learn and lesser my sins...(=

Today woke up,i realize i'm down with flu..sianz...i hate it man because the medicine is damn strong can make me fall sleep anytime and anywhere..haha!!!

I'm abit piss of some stuffs but it's okiex because i decide to find the job myself instead asking people help because is i'm the person working.okok,end of this topic...!!!

To my dearest Katherine that she turn to 23 years old liao...haha..so sad i'm not there to celebrate her birthday but this Sunday i will make it out for her...(=
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER....HOPE SHE ALWAYS STAY SO CHEERFUL!!!

Finally.......done my blog!!!!But this time is a simple and black with grey because i'm getting more and more emo..haha!!!!Thanks to Erma for helping me to put the mixpod..haha!!!

Yesterday after Katherine and Leshia went back home and darling(AA) which i will name him this way in my blog in future,he talk to me nicely and he felt regretted for what he done and i gave him the last chance so i have a great time punished him last night..haha!!!

I felt so bad that Katherine and Leshia was so tired while at work...haha...but i know they won't angry at me...i'm happy that i have a few friends that will be by my side when i'm down...

Finaaly i have clear up the misunderstanding with Erma and luckily we never keep inside our heart because is normal to felt this way...hope never affect our friendship too..(=

Today i was so piss with him,i scolded him because in the morning i can't sleep in peace due to gastric and head pain until i can't get to sleep and i woke him up and in the end he just get back to sleep after throwing his temper on me.

This is the last warning i give him,if he dare to treat me this way again,i really give up on this marriage because he don't even care about my health at all.I guess he must see me serious lting in the hospital then he will care about me.

What hurts me is not my sickness but is the way how he treat me...what i expected is not what he react and let me feels that i'm just a passerby in his life.I tried my best to maintain whatever things in our marriage and in the end i'm the one to are making the effort instead of him.Two person were so close but the heart is so far away from each other,i don't know how long i can stand his damn attitude anymore.



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This timing is 6.27am and yet i can't get to sleep due to my head and gastric hurts me alot...going to get crazy!!!Don't know why turn out this way and it's been few days and ate so many medicine but no use at all..

I can't get to sleep and my skin is looking badly without enough sleep for this few days..gonna do facial and masks to replenish back..hope will get better and by tomorrow my head and gastric never get better,i guess i have to look for doctor.

I don't wish to ask darling to take off for my sake because he was being told that he get the chance to being promote and increase of his pay so i don't wish to affect his attendance and his bonus pay..hope everythings will be fine for him and please bless him for his successful position-to-be soon.

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I feel that i'm so bad forgotten my long time friend look like and in the end i remember who she is...what's going on to my damn memory...

Today i went to shop and a stupid damn shit auntie was so idiot which never use her damn brain before she talk..she said lil reyna walk very slow and if that case then why in the first place want to walk behind us?She as a mother bringing a primary school kid and yet she don't know all small baby walk this way in slow motion meh?

I scolded her back and yet she still can continue walk..WTH???In the end i walk pass her and stare at her and remember her face so that in future i can approach her and F**k her again..i never seens such a no standard person before...if she find crowded at outside then she better stuck at home and don't get out of the house!!!

Poor thing lil reyna that never been scolded by anybody at outside before because her face so adorable so where got people got the heart to scold a small kid??This is the first time encounted all this shit and i was so piss off until going haywire because which parents will allow outsider to scold their own kid???

That idiot auntie will get back her retribution....mouth no licence??becareful her mouth break into half...._l_

Have a quick blog as now is middle of the night..since yesterday i have a great time wenting down to KPO fetch darling after that we went mustafa eat and buy things for home and personal.

As for today went to IMM to buy darling wallet,my contact lenses and lil Reyna personal cupboard because her clothing is too many...same goes to me so have to sort all out and lastly paint my room back all to white because lazy to repaint color again after a tiring day of doing all the stuff and the rest must wait for another week if we are free because another outing planning ahead with my sister katherine and Leshia (=

Next week want to buy my Clarins loose powder..is good and fine to skin but of course the price also very nice!!!After using Estee Lauder Night repair serum and eye cream,i realized my skin getting more and more better than the pasts and i will continue use it..(=

Good days ahead everyday...and thinking what to get for my sister Katherine her belated birthday present????*STRESS* and thinking about my job hunting soon....after this coming week...(=

Today is really not a good day for me...damn it!!!Woke up in the afternoon and in the end quarrel with him again...i don't know what's is my mind going on...just feel piss when staying at home alone with Reyna because i don't like of the feeling of BORING!!!

Finally i can start to find a OFFICE LADY job...hope within this month can get a admin job so that pay is easier to count.Why i chose OL job because big company got alot of benefit especially for women who have kids or pregnacy time..and of course the pay is higher and better for me so that i can keep more money for lil Reyna for her future education and activities that she like to enrol.

I wonder will i get a the job easily due to my education is not high due to my mischevious times for dropping out of school in the young age somemore my body have alot of tattoo especially my both leg so even if i get a admin job,i guess i have to wear pants all the way if not people see also will scare..haha.

I guess i will turn to very decent man....clothing cannot anyhow wear sexy due to my full back is full of tattoo....i have never regreted for putting tattoos because is a trend and arts in year 2010,a open minded times.Hope will get a job at Town area so that easier for me to fetch Reyna back home...haha

Each day by day Reyna getting older months by months and she really stick more to me than darling and every single baby language that she tell me,i truly knows what she want..teach her every single things and words,she can get into her mind but 1 things bad about her is she very stubborn and hot temper too..i'm afraid she follow our temper in future when she grow up.

My 4years wedding anniversary is coming and after a long consideration and i plan to buy the latest Casio watch for darling which shall cost me around few hundred bucks and is worth it just for him and i wanna pamper him once awhile for what he have did for me and Reyna.He also ask me to chose what to get but i still can't make up my mind..i wonder should i get a Gucci,Burberry or Fendi pouch because mine is getting dirty due to white color..haha..all thanks to my lil Reyna...haha

I wonder should i get a prudential insurance for lil Reyna because *TOUCHWOOD* in case she fall sick or in hospital then we can claim from insurance company.I want everythings good for my daughter so i don't mind me or my other family member spending alot of money on her because she deserve every single pamper from us..as long she feels happy then i will be happy althought sometimes i'm quite strict to her because i don't want she follow all my footsteps that i have been through..i just want her to be a useful and educated person when she grow up.

People will feel funny when they read what i post because now Reyna still small but everythings have to plan and rules or else we might never know what will happen in future then it will be too late.

Yesterday darling came back home early and in the end he talk to me nicely about what he have did and neglect about me all this while..im glad that he realize his mistake

Actually he wanted to let me work but the more he worry about Reyna because he scare she will think we don't want her anymore.So i have to give up the thinking of working first..because i'm afraid she will get scare and affect her..*STRESS*

Now i realize that when i quarrel with darling,he won't be like the pasts and argue back with me...i think is better this way rather than 2 person hot temper and argue non-stop..yesterday i slap and punch him and yet he show no reaction and i asked him why din he fight back with me and he said he let me vent out my temper....haha!!!

I really don't know he is silly or what but truly he is a gentleman towards me..haha

Today last minute never went to meet my mother and auntie...what a day that cause me so bored and quarrel with darling after been a long time never have any arguement.

Recently i been very cold towards him,i realize our marriage have pop out a sever problem but he still act like nothing.Althought he dote me alot but frankly speaking that he is a boring person..it's been so long i never meet out my friends for outing in the night yet when i told him i wanna enjoy but he say that i think i'm still single to do whatever i like.WHAT THE HELL??Can't i have any freedom to do anythings instead staying at home and every sunday went out with him.

I'm getting tired of this type of life...althought i have everythings i want in my life but now is lack of the happiness..but he don't know and never try to understand my feeling at all..i'm very piss with him..i'm suffocated,i just want my life back as normal.If he ever lay his hand on me when he is back home later,i swear i will do whatever i can to fight with him and take my lil girl leave him forever.I'm not the type of women will bow down to husband because i live for myself and my lil girl now!!!

This is the SO CALLED 'HAPPINESS' THAT YOU PROMISE MY FATHER THAT YOU CAN GIVE ME???I'm getting more and more don't understand what the hell you can give me anymore....no happiness then what's the pint when you can give me all the luxury stuffs???GET IT,GUYS????

So bored for the whole day..brought Reyna out for shopping and in the end just bought for her toy only because nothing seens beautiful except shopping online can get what i'm looking for.

Tomorrow going Town meet my mum and auntie..she come out from malaysia to shopping and see doctor so plan to bring Reyna to let her see..haha

Finally receive my a few clothings which purchase online...i wonder why nowadays why those postman do things like slowcoach...can't stand it man...they just don't bother people stuffs whether important or in need urgently at all..

Piss off with that irritating person,why she so free to bother about people stuffs...why don't she go bother about her life or find somethings better to do more even better..