Today saw alot of damn posts at Facebook..i wonder what are friends for man????I saw my other friends quarrel with each other and posts those damn shits things and hurt each other heart and of cause a posts referring to me too...I don't understand why people heart are so small and narrow minded man....kena abit also cannot(refer to my other friend)after all still friends for so long and yet things turn out so FUCK UP...and then i realize that all are hypocrite and 2 faces person...all are not the real true friends at all....

As for me,i don't understand what the hell people mind thinking man....if you wanna read my damn blog then don't anyhow assume things that you don't know alright...if you wanna think i only got you this friends then you are wrong....because you never know what's going on and how many friend i have in this damn fucking world...and if you never posts at Facebook then i also don't know what's the damn fucking things is going on between you and me now!!!!You think i'm saying you in my blog and what's made you think so???I have alot of people like to posts,said,react whatever shits to me and do you think you are the 1 person??Don't be narrow minded,please!!!!

This is my blog and i don't need to put people name and try to tell all the people about that or this person is who or who ok because i know that alot of people will be reading my blog....at least i know i never malu the person face ok....you think i so free to say and know about your stuff ar...you don't know what's going on in my life then don't jump to conclusion because there is so many coincidence in life...If you don't like whatever i put,you can don't read my blog....because i don't need to explain to you who actually i'm saying in my blog...i also never assume you are trying to say me this and that...if you got prove then show it to me.....don't react like my next door ok????I don't wish to quarrel with you but you are starting the damn fire now....and if we not longer friend,i also don't mind....you just do your things and don't disturb my life can already.....

If you don't get to your mind and still want to react like small kid then up to you...because this matter is a small things to me...no point wasting my time say this and that to you...all the best to you....(=

Today is a damn mother fucking day...my little Reyna fell down and hit on her forehead swollen until damn big....she cried like hell and the moment i really feel like crying out man...i have never saw her fall down until this way before but luckily went back home and cook a hard boil egg and rub for her and it's getting better but still very pain and swollen on her head...poor little girl...)=

After that went to KPO and chill up again...and went to eat supper again...hahaha...wonderful life...i love it this way...soon my business going to start soon so...hope will have alot of people buy from me...this sat going to see my stocks so hope will success......(=

I wish to tell that person that the moment i see your photo and your damn face really irk me alot....you are sucks and your life too.........damn you,fuck you and hate you.........i will erased you from everythings in me.....sucker....

Today went to Causeway point eat Seoul Garden with darling and Reyna....we really waste the $60 plus man because we ate for awhile around 1 hour and leave the place....we are not a big eater so don't suit to eat buffet man...

Just now went to Estee Lauder counter and ask about the serum that i wanted to buy and the beauty adviser was so polite and friendly that recommended me a perfect new advanced serum just for my age....hmm...i'm gonna get it by next week...just to protect my skin from aging and make my skin look young and even more perfect than now...ESTEE...I'M COMING FOR YOU!!!!!

I was so fed up due to some stuffs....i just want to tell the FUCKING person that i admit i ain't perfect at all...i have a bad temper and attitude but nobody is perfect ok?So do you think you are perfect in all ways that you got the right to say me this way??If you have done your part,then all this shit will not happened at all and what ever i have saw and said is true...and yet you can lie and suspect i'm finding fault with you?WTH....you think i'm so free to find trouble with you is it?I can say only GOD know me well whether i'm telling the truth ok....i don't need you to say and scold me anything cause you don't have the FUCKING damn right!!!!! I won't ever wanted to see your damn face again....FUCK YOU,FUCK IT,FUCK OFF!!!!

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Why does she like to attract attention from people?So what you get this and that but in fact does your life feel happy at all?As for me,i get what i want for those stuffs and my life was happy that i have lots of people that care and love me but do u?You just know that got money will make you happy but it's just for a while period and once your money finish and your shits will appear again...I really hate people who keep on nag no money this and that....and it will come true to your life k....You only know how to hate people,say about people and criticism people but have you look at yourself and ask your own heart that you are no much different too because you are reacting about the same too....people who will hate you also cause of your attitude...but have you ever ask yourself that the person have ever treat you good before...you are that type of person who will forget the good when the person offended you....this is a piece of advise to you..listen or not,up to you....you know who you are.....(:

I am soooooooooooooooo happy.............due to some reason....hahaha...secret.....OMG..faster reach the day go see the stocks man.......i can't wait to start out my career soon......and of cause everythings gonna be smooth for me and i gonna make more and more money.....just for my Reyna and my luxury life....darling really make a good decision by letting me do business than working for other people...hahaha...although it's gonna be tough in the starting but if i have motivation,nothing gonna stop me from success....hahaha...i guess my parent will also support me too...because i already have a few close friend wishes me and give me full support for it so i'm not gonna let anybody down......

I LOVE YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME SO MANY CHANCE AND CHOICE TO START OUT MY LIFE AGAIN...ALTHOUGH I HAVE MY PASTS AND IT'S ALL OVER AND TOWARDS MY CAREER,I HAVE NEVER LOST INTERESTS AT ALL.....HOPE U,GOD CAN HELP ME THROUGH ALL THE WAYS AND GUIDE ME THROUGH THE BRIGHT SIDE....LOVE YOU!!!!

Finally i have let go everythings....i thought it can last long but in the end it just like a dream to me....i rather let go now before the day i get hurt like hell....i feel that my burden have relieve from my heart...although feel abit sad but it's better turn out this way because i know 1 day sure got people get hurt...i can sleep peacefully tonight without thinking of so many stuffs....

I will treasure my marriage and my own family now and in future...so happy that darling want to come out money for me to do business....because he don't want me to tired so he rather i become boss myself...i really love him alot....he gave me my dream,money and all the branded stuffs that i wanted...nobody can do like the way he have done for me....this year 4 years anniversary don't know want to celebrate how man....gonna think of some way.....i think maybe book 1 whole ferry wheel cabin and have a candle light dinner..(=

Recently i keep online shopping man...bought a few bags and clothings...and today went to Jurong Point and bought a few set of Bra and nail polish all that....hmm...i want to look more and more pretty so no matter what i will always keep my high end image...hahaha....i took off my extension loh...so sad...although my hair has reach my shoulder length but kinda feel so weird and look like young girl again man....how i wish my hair can faster grow long so i can look more prettier...hahhaha...alot of people prefer i having long hair so i will wait for 1 more year to let it long...

1 more month going Hari Raya loh...sian.....have to faster go buy my clothing man or else later no size ar...hahaha....i already bought my new heels so left the clothing...i feel fickle minded,what should i get man....hmm....gonna think carefully ar....OMG...when can i get job man...keep on wake up late never go buy newspaper man..haix...feel so lazy when want look for job...hahaha.....

act cute or act blur???
dancing poll dance....sexy

Saturday went to club so happening man....at first went to Zirca but acheeq being rejected by management so change plan went to Double O but end up too many people still waiting for the entry so we went to St James Power House and enjoyed our night....we queue for damn long then get to go in and it's free entry...woohoo....we party until so shiok and making fun of a group of people man...saw our friends too...i don't want talk much but show my photo....is more easier

felt so bored again after my nap for 3 hours and i'm feeling so fresh in the middle of the night man...saturday have change my plan to Rebel again...and this shall be the last club due to i will be busy with my life and work stuffs..and i gonna focus on my careen and family in order to give my little girl a better and luxury life...so have to start from part time job than slowly move on to full time day job because i can't straight neglect Reyna at this point yet so have to start training her steps by steps first..hopefully everything will be smooth for me...

I and darling plan to stay at Boon Lay until next year and wanted to shift to a place more nearer to Town area due to his job is at Town so go and back from home also easy for us whenever we go any where and of course stay at Boon Lay really got all sort of damn mother fucker man,just like my next door and darling say stay here see all the people until sian sia....so tomorrow gonna check with HDB...and due to buy house at this point still not stable for us so we don't want to take the risks so have to wait couple of years in order we got enough cash and everything for our new nest...haha...hope time flies fast....

Few days ago quarrel with Brende and i was so piss off with her damn mother for discriminate us by using her words and so what her daughter study until university ar...but the brain not clever in earning money all that and if she want to compare then my uncle is a professor already then means i also can discriminate people la...i never expect the mother thinking was so narrow and childish man....but lucky i did told her off or else i won't satisfied with it...and the most things that i was piss off with is she insist pointed finger at us for playing prank to her house but i don't even know whats going on with it man...some more she dare not say out what happen to their house and she was damn lucky that i don't want pursue this matter or else i will sue her for ruining my reputation and without any proof finger point at us....i really hate the mother...so old still act like mental problem kids....sot sia....curse her never have a good ending in her life....arh...enough of her stuffs....%^&)*%%$#$#^&*(

i cant sleep now due to having some confuse stuffs over my mind man....i feel that darling no longer care about our marriage anymore because it's going 1 month that he only know how to sleep and never entertain and talk much to me..i have a feeling that our marriage is in crucial man...

I know that his job is important but he never care about my feeling at all man...what if next month i start work then we more even hardly to get to talk more to each other man...due to my job is morning shift...haix..i don't know what his mind thinking man....i ask him try to work morning but he can't wake up at all man...keep wake up late for work so i guess his rice bowl is only for nightlife job only man..

I don't know if i can stand this type of lifestyle man....sad......

GUESS WAT IM THINKING........
PRETTY BABES
ZAIDI & ACHEEQ
MI & ZAIDI
ZAIDI & YUL
MI DRINKING VOLKA RIB

MI,YUL & ZAIDI
REBEL PICS
THIS SATURDAY IS ZOUK...........WOOHOO.........

Lately I been busy until no time to update my space blog...haha....last week went to Khalisa birthday celebration at Magic Wok Restaurant but not really happy at all after get to know some of the stuffs and 1 rude idiot....so kinda lost my appetite and impression on her man...then went club at Rebel on the last friday with Zaidi,Zul,Acheeq and Yul and we have a great time but too bad i don't have the photo now to upload because in Zaidi phone due to my camera put inside the damn locker when i can't wait to PARTY TIME..........haha.....and as for today went to touch up my eyebrow 2nd time and after that went to eat steamboat buffet with my mother,brother and Reyna at Novena....and night went back home,my father went to buy Lobster and steam prawn for us eat again...wah...soon i will become fat due to eat and eat those heavy meal..haha....tomorrow again going out with my parents and darling to other place eat...woohoo.........wonderful....i love it to every place of Singapore man....and finally get to know my report from KKH and nothings goes wrong with my body so now i can release my stress loh...so i don't plan to follow up the next scan....yeepee...thanks ALLAH for always answering my prayers....(=