Recently i wonder why i been no mood to talk and enjoy times with darling..i feel like our marriage has drifted apart,somehow i feel curious,do i still love him?or i just want to let Reyna have a healthy and happy family so that i keep on moving on with this marriage?I feel so stress all this while and i have nobody to talk to due to my close friends is busy with their life and works..he keep saying i have change and i told him that i did not change at all,he asked me is it i don't love him anymore and i just can't answer him straight forward..i admit i have a wonderful family but i don't like the way how he treated me,i can understand that he wanted me to take care of Reyna due to outsider is can't be trusted at all but he have never spare a thought for me,he have never ask what i really want for my life and even i told him,he will forget about it!He always got his full of grandmother reasons to talk back to me but i don't like it at all and i just feel so suffocated being with him..i feel no freedom at all that i have to listen and follow his way to get on with my life,i got the urges to divorce with him but i can't be selfish to think for myself because i have to spare a thought for Reyna,when i see Reyna face while typing i just can't control my tears from dropping..i ask myself before why am i being like a fool and follow what he ask me to...he is not the guy i wanted...i wonder how long i still can tahan...hope ALLAH can guide me...