Damn it...can't get to sleep again...now feeling so stress up man...so pek chek man...now then i totally realize that in fact i'm feeling so lonely and being left out at home..i really hate this type of fucking feeling man..since darling work full time,he only know how to come back home and sayang Reyna and after give her sleep then he just went to sleep man...sometime i don't know what is he thinking man...who am i to him?????What the fuck that he really treat me as?????


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Sometime i really wish to take back all my love that i have given him...why must everytime he hurt me when i getting more and more sayang him???Can somebody tell me is it he not worth my love at all or our love has drifted more and more apart???I really feel like cry out loud until i shiok and let go all my burden man...i feel that i can never depend on him anymore!!!!What am i going to do???Should i let go everything???Sometimes say is easy but when wanted to do it,then it will be so hurtful and difficult when you already used to it the person be around...haix...ALLAH....why am i going through all this things???Is it you wanna test me????I really can't take it,ALLAH...can you please guide me out from the darkness??I know i can never guarantee that this love is easy but i tried alot of times to make it easy for me but it seems like getting more and more worsts...my world now is falling apart like pieces...i feel like all the beautiful times is just like a dreams...i can no longer feel the sweetness and happiness)=
Maybe in the first place we shouldn't started our relationship in the pasts then we will never be this way now..i can feel the night is so lonely...how i wish i can go out and throw all my stress and sadness....i got no one to confess my problem...nobody can understand how i feel...even i sick,he only know how to used his mouth and talk...he never ask me whether i want to see doctor or other things at all...wah...i think i am not a human to him...not even worth a name call *wife*at all..if one day i really can't take it then he will have to prepare for the worst because i been trying to control my temper and keep all my sorrows in my heart...hope this day won't come so soon or never even come at all.....I HATE THIS LOVE..I HATE HIM...I HATE THE WORLD...*FUCK*


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