Today i'm feeling damn sick and weak man...some more rain the whole day until i feeling so cold and keep sneezing....i eaten so many times medicine but never see got any effect man...i think my sickness very serious man...

Finally Reyna feeling better abit but i dare not so close to her because i scare i will pass back the sickness to her sia...haix...stress man...no strength to take care of her but i have to struggle and keep entertain her man...sad!!!!Poor lil Reyna must be feeling very lonely and boring with me at home...due to sick never bring her go out and cook nice food for her at all.

I damn angry darling because he only know how to go work and never keep call me and check how is we...some more he also sick too...wah...sucks man...i feeling so fed up when staying alone independent without families because nobody can help you if anythings happen to you...haix....now i also stress my future man...i thinking wanna take up course for my diploma cert like katherine does so that i can find a job that i like and with a high pay...but i don't want darling stress to pay for my school fees because it costs more than few thousand and i hope i can faster go work and have a good company to subsidies for me and i can use my pay to pay for my school fees but i wonder i can study with my whole heart anot because i'm no longer single so hard to fix my times all that and i have to find times to accompany Reyna too...hmm...gonna think and plan everything through out ....

Hope ALLAH and guide and help me....(=