Finally i have let go everythings....i thought it can last long but in the end it just like a dream to me....i rather let go now before the day i get hurt like hell....i feel that my burden have relieve from my heart...although feel abit sad but it's better turn out this way because i know 1 day sure got people get hurt...i can sleep peacefully tonight without thinking of so many stuffs....

I will treasure my marriage and my own family now and in future...so happy that darling want to come out money for me to do business....because he don't want me to tired so he rather i become boss myself...i really love him alot....he gave me my dream,money and all the branded stuffs that i wanted...nobody can do like the way he have done for me....this year 4 years anniversary don't know want to celebrate how man....gonna think of some way.....i think maybe book 1 whole ferry wheel cabin and have a candle light dinner..(=