Life hasn't not imperfect or too perfect for me,i don't need the world to agree me,understand me,judge me and how the way they look at me..!Nobody is perfect in this world,if theres is then he/she is just wearing a mask..i may have a bad temper,bad attitude and bad tattoos but does not means my heart is bad.! I may react like shit or putting a nasty face infront of people but deep down my heart,do people know that i'm trying to protect myself?
I have encounted so many things happened in my life and i have learn to stand more even stronger than the pasts....even my marriage have encounted alot of shits before but do anybody know that i have been a hard time not to give up on everythings?Sometimes i may look strong in my outer looks but my heart are not..
Sometimes people will say that i trying to show off of my marriage is perfect and having a good husband never flirt around even though he work at club and get what i want,but deep down my heart i never thought want to show off at all...only people who knows me well,then they know and see with their own eyes!!ya..i don't need to work yet get all the stuffs i want and shoppping like nobody business but have people know that partly the money is mine instead i keep asking from my husband!!Why?I at home being macam like TAITAI then also give people say?Jealous or what?
Lastly,i don't need people to judge me and my husband,say us nasty stuff and poke about our life when anythings happen okiex?Only GOD can judge us...
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