Today is really not a good day for me...damn it!!!Woke up in the afternoon and in the end quarrel with him again...i don't know what's is my mind going on...just feel piss when staying at home alone with Reyna because i don't like of the feeling of BORING!!!

Finally i can start to find a OFFICE LADY job...hope within this month can get a admin job so that pay is easier to count.Why i chose OL job because big company got alot of benefit especially for women who have kids or pregnacy time..and of course the pay is higher and better for me so that i can keep more money for lil Reyna for her future education and activities that she like to enrol.

I wonder will i get a the job easily due to my education is not high due to my mischevious times for dropping out of school in the young age somemore my body have alot of tattoo especially my both leg so even if i get a admin job,i guess i have to wear pants all the way if not people see also will scare..haha.

I guess i will turn to very decent man....clothing cannot anyhow wear sexy due to my full back is full of tattoo....i have never regreted for putting tattoos because is a trend and arts in year 2010,a open minded times.Hope will get a job at Town area so that easier for me to fetch Reyna back home...haha