Today last minute never went to meet my mother and auntie...what a day that cause me so bored and quarrel with darling after been a long time never have any arguement.

Recently i been very cold towards him,i realize our marriage have pop out a sever problem but he still act like nothing.Althought he dote me alot but frankly speaking that he is a boring person..it's been so long i never meet out my friends for outing in the night yet when i told him i wanna enjoy but he say that i think i'm still single to do whatever i like.WHAT THE HELL??Can't i have any freedom to do anythings instead staying at home and every sunday went out with him.

I'm getting tired of this type of life...althought i have everythings i want in my life but now is lack of the happiness..but he don't know and never try to understand my feeling at all..i'm very piss with him..i'm suffocated,i just want my life back as normal.If he ever lay his hand on me when he is back home later,i swear i will do whatever i can to fight with him and take my lil girl leave him forever.I'm not the type of women will bow down to husband because i live for myself and my lil girl now!!!

This is the SO CALLED 'HAPPINESS' THAT YOU PROMISE MY FATHER THAT YOU CAN GIVE ME???I'm getting more and more don't understand what the hell you can give me anymore....no happiness then what's the pint when you can give me all the luxury stuffs???GET IT,GUYS????