Today i was so piss off...i really hate the

feeling that being cheated by people

who are closest to me..!!I just don't

know why am i born out to this world

and suffer this type of things again

and again!!People say there's once it

means there's twice and more than

that and it's really come true in my

real life!!!Can i have a peaceful life

and enjoy my life with my own hub

and daughter??Life is so unfair and i

just hate it!!Why since i young time,i

can't have a proper and happy childhood

memories till now?!!Why am i born

out in this families?When can i get rid

of all the shits in my life?!!Should i just

listen to my hubby and being a damn

fucking heartless person and hack care

all the stuffs?!!Why am i always soft-

hearted and easily believe all the lies?

Am i born out and meant to be a fool

and badly treated by people around

me?!!I just can't stop my damn brain

thinking all the stuffs happened in the

pasts and now!!!If continue this way,

soon my marriage will be broken..i just

hate it this way now...please ALLAH...i

need your help!!!